40 days & 40 nights

from they drew blood by if i die first

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if i stepped outside and started drifting away
the way that you drift away when your talking to me
would you take it personal or would you understand
would you go chase right after me
or is it up to chance
if i drop dead here would you leave it to fate
the way you leave it to fate
in how you do everything
would you even dare miss me
or would you walk right past
step over my dead body and forget all that we had

so disconnected from everything we used to be
and i feel it all
we're burning out again (were burning down again)
are you alive cause youre sobering up and theres tear drops on my skin
i feel it all
we’re burning out again we’re burning out again

excuse me while i fall apart so quietly
i hope that you dont wake up to the noise of my heart breaking
havent slept in a couple nights
so whats another one while you just
lay there sound asleep
oh what you do to me

are you alive because your sobering up and theres tear drops on my skin
and i know i cant bring you home again
when this is over when you come over we can fake it one last time
were burning out again were burning out again

i dont think youd notice if i never made it back
its a hard pill to swallow when your living in the past
youre on your own, find your own way home

Forget me
Forget everything
theres nothing left of me to save you from yourself

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from they drew blood, released August 13, 2021

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lotus, zubin, travis, ned & derek

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