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Divert your eyes
Don’t want the world to see me this way
I tried to stay alive for so long
I’m out of time
A loaded gun feels like a safe place
And I feel like a bullet will surely take me there
is it obvious that im out of breath and out of touch
I’ll feel this weight till my heart stops beating
turn this pain to rest all that we have left is not enough
Try my best but its never enough
No its never enough
Its never enough
I feel like a compass spinning around in the wrong direction
And no one should have to feel this
This bullets got my name on it and its aiming at my heart
is it obvious that im out of breath and out of touch
I’ll feel this weight till my heart stops beating
turn this pain to rest all that we have left is not enough
Try my best but its never enough
No its never enough
Its never enough
Take me somewhere I wont feel this ever again
Oh surprise, I’ve bled my solace dry.
I’m craving substance but the pain is oh so intricate.
So I cave in, don’t wait for me.
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i dont want to think about it
all we do is fall apart
splintered broken mirrors
piercing through my heart
everything that you once hated
youve become
and now youre on your own alone
left in your head, no second chances
your own words is what you choke on
Im sick and im tired of falling all apart
Im running out of excuses to keep it together
I feel like im just a dead weight sinking
A dead weight sinking
for too long, ive wasted so much time
trying my best not to fall into pieces
and i dont know what youre expecting of me
but its hard to believe
this is all that ive needed
are we wasting time?
Cause youre better off not dragging this dead weight around
are we losing sight?
Im staring at the headlights burning
Feel like a deer in the headlights
And if im hit would it make a sound?
Follow the trace of your footsteps to a grave dug six feet down
So I wrote a note for you, every word I wrote it out
I’ll miss you more like every day
But I miss you more right now
lets talk about, the way you keep me up at night
lets settle down
My mind can play some tricks sometimes
ill come around and make the same mistake with you
Ill make the same mistake with you
I cant believe that I’ve been here before but it feels like the first time
Rest in peace
We lost this right before our eyes
Now I see how you left me alone like a deer in the headlights
And now theres nothing we can do to save us
for too long, ive wasted so much time
trying my best not to fall into pieces
and i dont know what your expecting of me
but its hard to believe
this is all that ive needed
are we wasting time?
Cause youre better not dragging this dead weight around
are we losing sight?
Im staring at the headlights burning
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3. |
glass casket
03:36
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I watched you burn
Watched It consume you
Till there was nothing left to love
and i told you over again that you feel so far away from me
you wear me out
out to the point where i cant stand it
tell me whats the point in one more chance again this time
time it takes a toll on us
you came and went just like our love
and were now were standing on the edge
of everything we wanted
baby this is goodbye
and i told you over again that you feel so far away from me
I know that I cant save you
I wish that I could take you somewhere safe
Call back when youre alright
10 miles til you get to me tonight
come back on your own time
just know that youre on my mind
Every part of me wants so bad to believe that this is different
Nothings different
Nothings as it seems
Keep it inside from all the hurtful broken promises before our eyes
Just know im dead inside
But I hope you find somewhere to call home
our hearts cant coincide just me fall this last time
Ill miss your light brown eyes
But I think its time for us to let it go
your lips are cyanide now kiss me this one last time
Im so sorry but I cant be the one to save you
Wait till morning
Please dont let the sorrow take you
Cause before too long we’ll be dead and gone
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40 days & 40 nights
02:56
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if i stepped outside and started drifting away
the way that you drift away when your talking to me
would you take it personal or would you understand
would you go chase right after me
or is it up to chance
if i drop dead here would you leave it to fate
the way you leave it to fate
in how you do everything
would you even dare miss me
or would you walk right past
step over my dead body and forget all that we had
so disconnected from everything we used to be
and i feel it all
we're burning out again (were burning down again)
are you alive cause youre sobering up and theres tear drops on my skin
i feel it all
we’re burning out again we’re burning out again
excuse me while i fall apart so quietly
i hope that you dont wake up to the noise of my heart breaking
havent slept in a couple nights
so whats another one while you just
lay there sound asleep
oh what you do to me
are you alive because your sobering up and theres tear drops on my skin
and i know i cant bring you home again
when this is over when you come over we can fake it one last time
were burning out again were burning out again
i dont think youd notice if i never made it back
its a hard pill to swallow when your living in the past
youre on your own, find your own way home
Forget me
Forget everything
theres nothing left of me to save you from yourself
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You cut so deep for no reason
Words like lethal weapons
Are you trying to make me hurt like you
Never thought that id be here on my own
But ive been better since I told you to go
Im done trying
wont be here when you regret this
no room left for second chances
save your breathe for just this once
just hold your tongue, your words are loaded guns
save your breathe for just this once
youre so predictable
the way you talk like you always have
like some kind of punishment
oh do it again
i cant trust you now
and it takes so much to calm down
i will but its not enough for you
All you ever taught me was keep my distance
All I wanted was you to hear me but you dont listen
i think its time i let this go
Never again will I ever let you break me down like this
So is this where it ends
We dont got to pretend
We could go our separate ways and forget everything you ever said to me
Everything you ever said
wont be here when you regret this,
no room left for second chances
save your breathe for just this once
just hold your tongue, your words are loaded guns
save your breath for just this once
time and time again i told you i wouldnt change for you
drown myself deep in pain
forget this feeling and forget my name
i didnt fit your mold
hang me out to dry
you left me in the cold
i swear its the last time
This will be the last time you ever speak my name
im gone, no warning, this time ill do this on my own
Just a little bit longer and I wont see your face again
too late, im sorry i just cant do this anymore
With words like lethal weapons
You take flight and youre ascending
To a time where ours is ending
Theres no time for second guessing
say goodbye, this is right for now
hope your make mind hope you figure out
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Found comfort in a broken home
And I dont think ill ever find the strength to let go
And I dont want to do this on my own, but its not getting any better
if time flies
faster than we know we can keep up with
tonight will probably be the last one
close your eyes
tell me something that i can hold onto
cause i dont think ill make it without you tonight
cause i felt like for once i would hear you say
we could turn it around
but its not over
so dont let me go and forget your face
we can figure it out but its not over
cause i felt like for once i would hear you say
we could figure it around
but its not over
so dont let me go and forget your face
we can figure it out but its not over
the calm before the storm came so quick
left silence in my chest
why is it so hard to tell if im breathing
suffocating from
time it helps us
so whyd we fall apart again, apart again
if time flies
faster than we know we can keep up with
tonight will probably be the last one
close your eyes
tell me something that i can hold onto
because i dont think ill make it without you tonight
I let you take a part of me
And that I cant believe
Is it so hard to say sorry for everything
Its getting hard for me to breathe
But I hope that you feel alive
And I guess that this will make sense over time
I tried
Im sorry
Time flies
No warning
But I hope you feel alive
And ill bring you back in time
I hope you feel alive
I hope you feel alive
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if i die first Los Angeles, California
ifidiefirstband@gmail.com
lotus, zubin, travis, ned & derek
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